10 current reasons why it's better to be dead than alive:

1) There will always be heartbreak, you'll never love again like you love your first 2 loves.

2) In the real world, bad guys always win.

3) People who are your friends until they owe you money. It's much better to burn a bridge then pay up. Isn't that right?

4) Girls who pretend to be whatever they think guys want them to be...'You like fish?! WOW! What a coincidence..I JUST happen to like fish myself. Ha, who woulda thunk it?' (Ok..this is more of something that just annoy's me.)

5) No insurance for surgery. Causing lotsa pain.

6) People that get what they want and know they can, and know that they don't deserve it as well.

7) Being taken advantage of on almost a daily basis.

8) People that no matter what believe that they are always right.

9) How people love to kick you when you down.

10) The self-centered.

1 reason it's better to be alive than dead:

1) No matter what happens, I will always have faith. Faith that maybe, just maybe those who deserve it will get whats coming to them one day. Whether I'm there to witness it or not. To be happy on my own terms will be my best revenge yet.





$300-rent (your half of july)
-$90-internet (what i owe on my behalf)
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=$210

utilties for past 2 months-$56
utilities for July- $?

total: $266

So tell me....how am I being unfair because I cannot afford to pay your half of rent plus utilites of 2 MONTHS?

Rent I might be able to understand because of the shit that went down with my dad. MAYBE.

Then be a bitch to me when I try to talk to you about it. The attitude, the immaturity, slamming things around, suddenly your not so awesome anymore.

But to leave me with the past 3 months of utilities?

Amanda, thats fucked up. Not like it matters to you or you give a fuck in any way, but you just lost a friend.


















also:

a) I wouldn't have expected you to pay it all at once.
b) I'm completely flabbergasted at how you can be pissed at ME for even ASKING you about the money. The least you could've done instead of be immature was say you didn't have it. It's amazing when money is involved what true colors show.